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Yesterday I watched Das Leben der Anderen on DVD. As far as I’m aware this is the first film about the GDR shown at the movies that isn’t a comedy. Thus it’s definitely worth watching even if you’re understandably tired of the recurrent theme by now.

The film’s gloomy atmosphere fell on fertile ground as I was tired and in a somewhat subdued mood that evening. Indeed, it’s been a while since the last time a movie made me cry. Das Leben der Anderen manages to be emotionally moving without any kitsch whatsoever. I really love the way the final scene ends in a still. Watching this movie reminded me of the fact that I’m still an optimist at heart, non withstanding my pronounced skepticism.

This film has been criticized as showing the Stasi in too mild a light, probably on the grounds that the main theme of the officer who sees the errors of his ways is unrealistic. And indeed it is. But I think that’s missing the point. As I see it, there are two main themes in this film. One of them being how the activities of the Stasi and the fear of them permeated a whole society. I think that part is shown accurately and doesn’t understate the role of the Stasi in the slightest. The hypothetical story of the true believer who is distressed by the cynicism of his colleagues is merely the dramatic ingredient that makes this a movie, and a great one at that. Also, in the audio commentary (yes, I know I’m weird), the director quite clearly outlines his views about the methods of the Stasi, and make no mistake, he’s not sympathetic.

On another note, I can proudly proclaim that I know one of the extras appearing in this movie. As it happens, my girlfriend befriends quite many interesting people. It felt rather odd to see Detlef Matthes, himself a victim of the Stasi who went into exile, among the audience of a lecture at a Stasi training center.

So, if you haven’t seen the movie yet, Das Leben der Anderen is definitely worth being on your list.

So, I’m now about halfway through this term’s written exams. So far I have sat the exams in both of my major subjects, Math and History, and of the minor ones in German and Physics. The topic for Math was linear algebra, and the History exam was about the peculiarities of the German development and attitude around the first world war and beyond (Deutscher Sonderweg). What’s left is English, Political Science, Computer Science — that’s a laugh — and the second round of my two major subjects.

I already got the results back for Math — 12 points out of 15 —, and History — 15 out of 15! Looks like I’m on a run of luck there. Mind you, with results like that, exams can even be fun. I literally inquired my teacher whether she was trying to kid me when the results of History were handed back to us. And I eagerly await the results of the German exam, where I wrote in a cock-sure manner about matters I hardly have a clue about. The task was to discuss Georg Büchner’s understanding of art. Will she notice?

Today I sat the exam in Physics, which went fairly well given my frequent absence during the first couple of weeks after the last holiday. Yesterday I had to teach myself the basics of quantum physics (discovery of the photoelectric effect). Luckily we were given ample time to explain this one.

Still, this were all just this term’s exams. The big showdown will be next year around Easter, with the Abitur finals.

After a somewhat difficult start into my new working life, including illness and missing school, tonight I’ve got some small but real work done. And what’s more I felt like my old hacker-self again. I think the last time I had this feeling of accomplishing something worthwhile in code was back in my huge gtkmm and gvim hacking days. It’s really not a good idea to only do stuff that nobody else will ever see, even if it is interesting and mind-bending. I used to do that way too much.

It feels good being back. And I’m going to blog more regularly too. Promise.